Sunday, July 5, 2009

"something's missing"

it's like that good old john mayer song..."somethin's missin' and i don't know what it is...no i don't know what it is..."

after i come home from work, i feel so lazy. all i want to do is go on youtube and live vicariously through young talented artists. i keep to myself a lot and am too tired to be social. i feel like my spirit is just wasting away and that im becoming more and more consumed by this world each and every day. im freakin' 21 years old and i'm supposed to be at my prime! im young and healthy, and yet, i cannot seem to pull myself together to really maximize my time. i feel just so eh. there's so many things in the world that i wish i could do, but I am beginning to think that's all I am these days- just a big talker.

1 comment:

elainne said...

everyone is a talker before they are a doer :)))

i believe in you!