mark the day

today, well i guess yesterday, marks the day of change, and I am not going to talk about the politics of Barack Obama's victory for I am ignorant of many things, but I want to express the significance of his idea of "change" for me. I don't know...I just feel like in spite of all my flaws and insecurities and doubts and shortcomings I just feel like my heart will not give up, my heart will not give up. No matter how many times I get frustrated about my alienation from people and society, I ultimately remember that compassion in this world goes along way and my life will not prosper if I continue an unwillingness to make the effort to change. I am so tired of lingering on the past and being a man of mere words. I just want to take action in my thoughts and see my life changed. I want to let Him take over and just purge me of all my sinfulness and and selfishness and use me to make change. I can make a change, you can make change, and most certainly, we can make a change together!